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Merry Christmas? Happy New Year?

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This is a bit how I felt after Christmas. We travelled to our daughter’s, then my parent’s in Iowa, then to Ann’s family’s a bit further away in Iowa. Then it was back to our daughter’s and finally home late Saturday evening in order to be ready to preach on Sunday morning.
Family is usually a great time during the holidays, but this year there was an “elephant in the room” at each parent’s home. At my parents, it came in three separate forms: 1) my oldest niece, who’s been dating a new young man for about 10 months, is unable to graduate, is living (part-time) with her boyfriend (she still has a place of her own); 2) her sister, my younger niece, has been living with her boyfriend for over 3 1/2 years now and she just got engaged (hard to find the excitement in this, but it’s a slight improvement); and 3) my dad wants to run for the Iowa senate again (at age 75!). While he seems quite excited about the possibilities, my mother, on the other hand, definitely does not want him to run. These three situations at the elder Sorensen household put a damper on much of the holiday cheer.
At Ann’s family’s gathering, we knew there was great potential for disaster: her sister, who had just divorced her husband this past fall, was going to be there with her 7-year-old daughter and new boyfriend (why does that sound so odd when they’re 50-years old?). There had been a great deal of conflict earlier this year and we didn’t know if this would all blow-up again, if the new guy would cause further issues, or just what might happen? That “elephant” made things tense. There were no major scenes caused by anyone, but when the day was over, it was a great relief. However, the “hang over” from this is still upon us, even though we’re home.
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Sunday morning was a great stress-producing event for me as well. There were several situations that accumulated to give me a tremendous headache and backache. Fortunately, I could simply go home that afternoon and rest. But people personality issues are weighing very heavy upon me now once again. Either the old year isn’t ending well, or the New Year isn’t starting well.
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Christmas & Gratitude

     I trust all who visit here enjoyed a wondrous Christmas Day yesterday. We were at our daughter Rebecca's, in Mankato, MN, to celebrate Christmas there for the first time. A beautiful day all the way around: everyone up and awake early, go for the stockings first, then settle back for Scripture (Matthew 1.18–2.12; Luke 2.1–20), sing several Christmas/Advent hymns, eat our traditional Christmas breakfast (scrambled eggs, little smokies, cinnamon rolls, half a grapefruit, egg nog, milk and coffee), then let the paper fly, it's time for the other presents.
     One of the things I did not do was blog... or even read a blog yesterday. However, I did satisfy the craving by mid-afternoon today, just around 3 PM. My goodness, that was nearly 48 hours without even looking at a blog entry. It actually felt quite good to know I'm free from the "bondage" to blog every day, even on holidays. It was a bit saddening to know that, of the 31 blogs I read on an almost daily basis, 20 had at least one post yesterday, if not more. I'm not sure why this saddens me, but I'll have to think that over and get back to you on it. I noticed this over Thanksgiving as well. Maybe a good posting about blogging and resting will come out of this.
     Anyway, I want to stay on track, now that the day of rest is done (even though our travels are not: to Iowa tomorrow for two & half days with relatives there). So, here's my usual Wednesday post on Jerry Bridges' book.

 

Unthankfulness

 
     It would be difficult to imagine how anyone could not be thankful during this holiday season. Beginning with Thanksgiving, we had plenteous opportunity to give thanks for God’s abundant providence and blessing in our lives. And if you’re not thankful for the multitude of gifts you probably received over the Christmas season, then how can you be thankful for the gift of Immanuel, God with Us, in Christ Jesus?
 
     Jerry Bridges, in Respectable Sins: Confronting the Sins We Tolerate, deals with the sin of unthankfulness in chapter 10. Basically, this is a sin of taking for granted all that God gives us, whether material or spiritual blessings. It’s clear that this is a sin we must deal with, for how many of us take God’s command as seriously as we ought in 1 Thessalonians 5.18? Do we not forget that [God] himself gives to all mankind life and breath and everything (Acts 17.25, ESV)? It’s not just all the material possessions for gifts we receive that should be the subject of our thanksgiving. What about the air you’re breathing as you read this post? What about the clothing that is keeping you warm (if you’re in Minnesota) and the energy to run that furnace system which keeps your toes all nice and toasty? Have you given thanks today that your heart keeps on beating, when with but a word, it could stop and eternity would no longer be the future for you, but a reality? Even the ability to read or my ability to type and blog is something for which I am to be thankful.
 
     We who live in a prosperous culture find this sin particularly easy to accommodate in our lives. We just have so much that comes so easily or that can be disposed of so easily when it ceases to function properly (or just because we want a new one). Bridges reminds us that the warning to the Israelites ought to be ours as well:
  


 
Take care lest you forget the LORD your God by not keeping his commandments and his rules and his statutes, which I command you today, lest, when you have eaten and are full and have built good houses and live in them, and when your herds and flocks multiply and your silver and gold is multiplied and all that you have is multiplied, then your heart be lifted up, and you forget the LORD your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of slavery,
 
 
 
Beware lest you say in your heart, ‘My power and the might of my hand have gotten me this wealth.’ You shall remember the LORD your God, for it is he who gives you power to get wealth, that he may confirm his covenant that he swore to your fathers, as it is this day. (8.11-14, 17-18, ESV)
 
 

     How about you, have you found it far too easy to simply accept your ingratitude toward God and all that He bestows upon you? Have you accepted it as almost a part of your (missing) daily routine to not give “thanks always and for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ” (Ephesians 5.20)? I find this all too common in my life. I take for granted that which ought to provoke me to utterances of gratitude throughout the day. I neglect that discipline to start and end my day with notes of praise for God’s good providence in each moment of my life. I am too easily frustrated instead of thankful, too easily provoked toward ingratitude, far too readily accepting of an overall lack of appreciation. May the Lord work in my heart to carry out His will. Thank you, Lord
 

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He Is Full of Grace

Time is a bit short, what with Christmas Eve fast approaching and... oh wait, tonight is Christmas Eve!! Oh well, I think I'm ready. I'm posting my notes from my sermon yesterday. I finished up an Advent Series entitled "He Is..." featuring four message from John 1.1, 4, 14 & 16. This is the final message from John 1.16. I used some of John Piper's notes/thoughts from his bio sketch on John Newton given some years back at a Pastor's Conference. My intent was to bring us into John 1.16, "... from His fullness we have all received, grace upon grace" from one who knew full well that fullness of grace. On Sunday morning, around 4.30 A.M., I found an email from Janet Isley, directing me to a blog with this post about her late husband, Bill. I was so overwhelmed I needed to use a portion as my conclusion. I trust it was received well by all (I know there was one person who wanted to forbid me to mention Bill in a sermon again because it just got everybody sobbing and there weren't enough tissues to go around! Yes, E., you know who you are).  I hope you can make sense of the portion that is my notated outline format. And if you're blessed by it, then may God receive the glory for that too.

 Sermon Notes

           December 23, 2007

“He Is… Full of Grace”

Text: John 1.16
Theme:
Introduction: he was born in 1725 to a very godly mother & very ungodly father
       • his mother sought to raise him according to God’s Word
       • however, she died when he was six, leaving him to his father and eventually, to a new step-mother, who knew nothing of God & His Word
       • he only went to school for two years, & at age 11 began sailing with his father, making many trips to the Mediterranean by the age of 18
       • his father was a harsh, stern man; of him he wrote: "I am persuaded he loved me, but he seemed not willing that I should know it. I was with him in a state of fear and bondage. His sternness . . . broke and overawed my spirit."
       • at 18, he was forced to join the navy
 
"The companions he met with here completed the ruin of his principles." Of himself he wrote, "I was capable of anything; I had not the  least fear of God before my eyes, nor (so far as I remember) the least sensibility of conscience. . . . On one of his visits home he deserted the ship and  was caught, "confined two days in the guard-house; . . . kept a while in irons . . . publicly stripped and  whipped, degraded from his office."
 
 When he was 20 years old he was put off his ship on some small islands just southeast of Sierra Leone,  West Africa, and for about a year and a half he lived as a virtual slave in almost destitute circumstances.  The wife of his master despised him and treated him cruelly. He wrote that even the African slaves would  try to smuggle him food from their own slim rations. Later in life he marveled at the seemingly  accidental way a ship put anchor on his island after seeing some smoke, and just happened to be a ship with a captain who knew Newton's father and managed to free him from his bondage. That was  February, 1747. He was not quite 21, and God was about to close in.
 
Just a bit over a year later, while this ship was finally headed for home, he had a powerful experience
 
       He awoke in the night to a violent storm as his room began to fill with water. As he ran for the deck, the  captain stopped him and had him fetch a knife. The man who went up in his place was immediately  washed overboard.[14] He was assigned to the pumps and heard himself say, "If this will not do, the Lord  have mercy upon us."[15] It was the first time he had expressed the need for mercy in many years. He worked the pumps from three in the morning until noon, slept for an hour, and then took the helm and  steered the ship till midnight. At the wheel he had time to think back over his life and his spiritual  condition. At about six o'clock the next evening it seemed as though there might be hope. "I thought I  saw the hand of God displayed in our favour. I began to pray: I could not utter the prayer of faith; I could  not draw near to a reconciled God, and call him Father . . . the comfortless principles of infidelity were  deeply riveted; . . . . The great question now was, how to obtain faith."[16] He found a Bible and got help from Luke 11:13, which promises the Holy Spirit to those who ask. He  reasoned, "If this book be true, the promise in this passage must be true likewise. I have need of that very  Spirit, by which the whole was written, in order to understand it aright. He has engaged here to give that  Spirit to those who ask: I must therefore pray for it; and, if it be of God, he will make good on his own  word."[17] He spent all the rest of the voyage in deep seriousness as he read and prayed over the Scriptures. On  April 8 they anchored in Ireland, and the next day the storm at sea was so violent they would have surely  been sunk. Newton described what God had done in those two weeks:
 
Thus far I was answered, that before we arrived in Ireland, I had a satisfactory evidence in my  own mind of the truth of the Gospel, as considered in itself, and of its exact suitableness to  answer all my needs. . . . I stood in need of an Almighty Savior; and such a one I found  described in the New Testament. Thus far the Lord had wrought a marvelous thing: I was no  longer an infidel: I heartily renounced my former profaneness, and had taken up some right  notions; was seriously disposed, and sincerely touched with a sense of the undeserved mercy  I had received, in being brought safe through so many dangers. I was sorry for my past  misspent life, and purposed an immediate reformation. I was quite freed from the habit of  swearing, which seemed to have been as deeply rooted in me as a second nature. Thus, to all  appearance, I was a new man.
 
This was the beginning of his conversion… it wasn’t yet complete
       • for six years after this experience he had no one to counsel him in the things of God or the ways of Christ
       • he became the captain of a slave-trading ship was at sea for another year
       • he married his sweetheart, Mary, in 1750
       • a few months later, he learned his father drowned while swimming in the Hudson Bay
       • during the course of a third, long voyage, in 1754, he had an epileptic seizure and never sailed again
       • upon returning home & to land permanently, he entered into ministry
       • he became the pastor of a church in Olney, England
       • he became great friends with the likes of George Whitefield, William Carey, Charles Simeon and John Wesley
       • he pastured William Cowper, one of England’s greatest poets and a hymnwriter, God Moves In a Mysterious Way, There Is a Fountain
 
This man died, December 21, 1802, at the age of 82
       • God had truly blessed him with grace upon grace
       • he never ceased to be amazed at this: that such a wretch should not only be spared and pardoned, but reserved to the honour of preaching [the] Gospel, which he had blasphemed and renounced…. This is wonderful indeed. The more God exalted him, the more abased he felt he should be
 
He wrote a hymn in the early 1760s
       • he said, I know not that I have ever since met so daring a blasphemer
       • his text for the hymn was 1 Chronicles 17.16: Then King David went in and sat before the LORD and said, “Who am I, O LORD God, and what is my house, that you have brought me thus far?
       • these are the words to a fairly well-known hymn, sung for the first time, New Year’s Day,
       • Amazing grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me
       • I once was lost, but now am found, was blind but now I see
 
John Newton wrote his own epitaph, just prior to his death
       • clerk, once an infidel and libertine, a servant of slaves in Africa, was by the rich mercy of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, preserved, restored, pardoned, and appointed to preach the faith he had long laboured to destroy

I. From His Fullness We Have Received
• John Newton knew the fullness of God in Christ Jesus

       • he had received it, experienced it, knew it intimately
       • John, the disciple & evangelist, as he wrote these words, knew it
       • he had seen it, heard it, even touched the very fullness of God in Christ
       • most of you here this morning have received of the fullness of God in Christ
       • what is this fullness?
 
       1.       literally: means not lacking anything, complete, perfect, filled up
              • there is no lack in Jesus Christ; no shortage of anything good
              • Jesus was perfect: He is God and man both, perfect
              • Colossians 2.9 tells us: for in him the whole fullness of deity dwells bodily
              • everything that God is, Christ is: In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and the Word was God
 
       2.       we have received
              • time simply does not permit to go long on this
              • however, we know that it means this:
              • Col 2.10
              • it is part of God’s great purpose for us as Christians & as His church: Eph. 4.12-13
              • again, we read of this: Colossians 1.19-22
              • the very fullness of God is ours in Christ Jesus
              • it is the Apostle’s great prayer for us as well: Ephesians 3.18-19
              • and we have received it: a gift, a grace gift, undeserved, unearned, all of God’s grace
 
       3.       Christ is everything for us
              • His salvation is complete; His forgiveness is total; His love is overwhelming; His presence is everlasting
              • when anxious about what tomorrow might bring: He is complete in His love & care & provision for all that you will need tomorrow
              • when you’ve been hurt deeply by someone: He brings the fullness of His compassion & healing to your heart
              • when you’re tempted to lust and covetousness: His fullness is there for you, bringing you a delight & satisfaction no person, picture, image or possession can ever bring
              • when anger with your spouse makes you think unspeakable thoughts, even only for a moment: He is there, with all the fullness of deity, waiting to be brought to bear for healing, forgiveness, love restored, and a peace that passes understanding

II. Grace Upon Grace

       • if you and I were to sit down and begin to recount the graces we’ve received thru Christ, we could sit here for a long time
       • John piles his words up here in this attempt to convey the fullness of Christ’s grace
       • it’s simply like saying: you cannot exhaust His grace
       • just when it appears that one might be running out or complete, another comes along
       • there is grace upon grace upon grace upon grace for us in Christ Jesus
       • and we’ve received it, right here, in Christmas, Christ’s advent
       • He is the Word who was with God and who was God: fullness of grace that is never-ending
       • He didn’t consider staying there in heaven with God as a thing to be grasped as His alone
       • He willingly, humbly let it go and took on flesh and dwelt among us, the very fullness of God, in order to bring us Himself and His amazing grace upon grace upon grace
       • this fullness of deity brought light into this dark world
       • but not only that, He brought light into our sin-darkened heart, wretched sinful creatures that we were – or still are, He brings His light to bear upon you, even now where you sit
       • oh, and this fullness is as of the only Son from the Father; He is with us & by us & in us
       • and to speak of grace in this is glorious; it is amazing
       • consider that He came unto His own – His own what? People, the Jews? Yes, but more
       • He came unto His own creation, His own creatures – He came to men & women
       • but we didn’t receive Him, we didn’t want Him; like John Newton, we were infidels and blasphemers and sinners so reprehensible that there should be nothing we deserved but everlasting judgment
       • but grace upon grace upon grace is ours in Christ Jesus: to those who did receive Him, who believed on His name, to them, grace upon grace, He gave the right to become children of God
       • oh how I pray that we’ll get this, this Christmas: to see His fullness which we have received
       • to know that this is grace & to know it’s power to deliver & forgive & heal & comfort
       • and that we’ll live it! Yes, live it before the world and before the church
 
Conclusion – one more story, if I may, about a man who knew this fullness of grace
       • it’s been nearly three months now, since Bill died
       • many things written & said about him & his life & his testimony to Christ
       • one of God’s graces He gave me this morning at 4.30 am was a blog entry from one who had only met him days before he died. He writes:

Back on that evening when I met Bill for the first, and last, time, when he offered to tell me his life story, he started it by saying it would only take a few minutes.  Lying on his back, he then raised his arm above his head to look at his watch to see the time.  Here was a man whose life’s story was about to end, timing the life story he was about to begin.  He’s dying, but he doesn’t want to waste my time.  In this seemingly inconsequential wordless act was packed a lifetime of wisdom.  It’s an image with the words “Don’t Waste Your Life” written all over it. It’s the image from that evening that is etched in my memory. It is pure gold.

And what does a doctor looking at his own death in the eye write in an internet farewell posting? How does he conclude his life? What is the last paragraph, the last words, chosen to say to his family and friends? How does he say goodbye?

As I look back on my life story, I am thankful for family, friends, and a career I enjoyed. But most of all I am thankful that God has given me hope in Christ for an eternal life that I do not deserve. Although I may appear to be a good person, my own goodness could never earn me a spot in heaven. My sin merits God’s wrath, but Jesus came and took that punishment for all who will believe. Instead of the wrath we deserve, God offers the free gift of eternal life to all who trust in Jesus. To God be the glory forever.  Love to all, Bill

On that day when Bill left here he found himself before a holy, majestic, and glorious God. And what did Bill do? From his farewell writing, it is clear he did not stupidly start gabbing about who he thought he was better than as for why he deserved heaven not hell. He did not stand there, sin-drenched, before a sinless God, his back to Christ, holding up his pathetic list of do-goodies and think the Father would nullify the death of his Son for someone who, by standards he made up, considers himself “good”. These are not the words of a man who would be so audacious as to tell God how to do God.
These are, rather, the words of one who knew God to be sinless and knew himself to be sinful. He recognized the fact that a sinner could never dwell with a sinless, holy God. Only an act of God, doing the impossible, making the sinful sinless, could bring God to dwell with man.

Thus when Bill came into that place where Christ, the one who became the act of God and who, in that act, made Bill sinless, was sitting, Bill could not stand. He could only fall on his face and worship. It’s the only response that comes close to what hell-deserving-sin forgiveness means.

And from His fullness we have all received, grace upon grace.
 
 

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Discontentment

What a great time of year to give a review of chapter eight of Jerry Bridges' work, Respectable Sins: Confronting the Sins We Tolerate. If anxiety is a "fearful uncertainty over the future" and if frustration is "the result of some immediate event that has blocked my plans or desires", then discontentment "most often arises from ongoing and unchanging circumstances that we can do nothing about." (Bridges, page 71)
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Bridges quickly acknowledges that there is a place for legitimate discontentment: when it is over the state of our spiritual life. We should all want to grow in our maturity in Christ. And we can be discontent with the spiritual nature of our church, should it need to grow as well. Plus, given the moral plight of our country, we can be given over to a legitimate degree of discontentment.

Usually, when we talk about discontentment, we discuss matters financial and material. "I wish I had ...." or "I don't have enough..." However, Bridges goes the path of unchanging circumstances, which probably gets closer to the heart of what Paul meant when he said he'd learned to be content in whatever circumstance he found himself (Philippians 4.11-12). Drawing from his experience of a long-time single prior to marriage, Bridges lends very credible advice anecdotally.
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So, how do we fight this sin (and remember, discontentment is a sin, which must be put to death)? Grim resignation is not a solution. That's simply acceptance without a heart's change. We must truly trust the Lord, that He knows what's best for us in every single circumstance. We must accept His sovereign providence, His goodness toward us and His unfailing mercy, even if those situations seem so difficult for us.

There's a moving response from a friend sent to him after the death of his first wife which helps:

                        Lord, I am willing to –
                        Receive what you give,
                        Lack what you withhold,
                        Relinquish what you take.

The powerful truth of God's Word can come to bear in killing this sin. Psalm 139.13 says, "For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother's womb." And Job is also helpful "Naked I came from my mother's womb and naked shall I return. The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord." (Job 1.21, ESV) I've already mentioned Philippians 4.11-12: "Not that I am speaking of being in need, for I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content. I know how to be brought low, and I know how to abound. In any and every circumstance, I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and need."

So, I trust no matter what circumstance you find yourself in during these special holy days, that you'll find yourself laying hold with great dependence upon God who knows what's best for you, has planned nothing but good for you and is with you all along the way. He is Immanuel.
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This Past Lord's Day

We had a joyous Lord's Day last Sunday. We continued with the theme "He Is..." John's gospel, chapter one, verse 14 guided our worship and thinking: "He Is... With Us" What a grand thought, one to sustain us, to cause us to persevere, to know that no matter where I am, what I'm going through, He is there, right with me the entire way.

Our opening hymn of praise was "Lead On, O King Eternal", not your typical Advent/Christmas carol. But that's good; we need a frequent reminder in the midst of the world's crush of economic stupor that Jesus is King; that He only came once as a baby, but He'll always reign as King.

From there, our voices cried out, "O Come, O Come, Emmanuel"



  O come, Thou Rod of Jesse,
            Free Thine own from Satan’s tyranny;
From depths of hell Thy people save
            And give them victory o’er the grace.
Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel
            Shall come to thee, O Israel!
 
 My sermon was from John 1.14: "He Is... With Us" Oh the wonder of that statement: the eternal Word, ever-existing with the Father, one with God, the great Three-in-One, took on flesh.  Praise be to Immanuel, Jesus Christ, "... who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men." (Philippians 2.6-7, ESV) God was and is among us. Jesus told us it would for our good that He go away, for then the Father would send His Spirit, who would "tabernacle" within each of His children.

We have also seen His glory, although not like the disciples. They beheld Hm with their eyes, heard His authoritative teaching with their own ears, and with their very hands, touched His resurrected body. We have seen His glory through the written Word, through the eye of faith. Some might say that we see Him in each Christian. While that is true, only to the extent the Holy Spirit has taken up residence within each believer, I'm very uncomfortable with that expression. I, like Paul before me, want to live in such a way that I can say, "Be imitators of me, as I am of Christ" (1 Corinthians 11.1, ESV).


This glory is tremendous; if we could see it, feel it, experience it, it would be weighty. And it is the glory of the One and Only Son, sent from the Father above. He, the Deliverer, has come


Lord willing, next Sunday, we'll take a closer look at the fullness of His grace. He is grace entirely, but not exclusively. He is truth, God's truth, spoken and revealed in God's Word.


 
Conclusion – And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen His glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth. Do you see and know the power, the glory, the weight of Immanuel, God with us? Have you come to embrace that reality: Jesus, the Son of God, took on flesh and lived among mankind, in order to bring God’s grace to us? And more than just understanding a doctrinal truth – the Incarnation – have you seen the daily glory of that truth? Do you have the comfort of knowing that Jesus understands your physical ailments and maladies just like you, because He took on a body just like yours or mine? Do you have the peace deep within you, knowing that Jesus identifies with all your temptations? He was tempted like you and me, but He never gave in, He overcame them: He has power. Do you have the joy in realizing that Jesus was among us, and is even now, through His Spirit? You don’t go through your days alone, without notice; He is there with you, beside you.

And have you also laid hold of the glory that because He became man, He would also die? He came to live in perfect obedience to God’s laws and commands, and He did just that. But He also came to die as the perfect sacrifice for our sins, and He did that, too. Unless God became a man, He could not die as that sacrifice. Unless He took on flesh, we could never have offered enough sacrifices to cover our sins. His becoming flesh is a glory, for by it, we can be saved.

This Christmas, let your eyes be fixed on Him, the One who came to live & die for you. Push out the world’s screaming voice to follow; instead, look to Jesus, the Perfecter of our faith. Cast your gaze upon Him, who suffered and died so that we might live in glory. May we see Christ, today, on Christmas day and every day. He is Immanuel, God with us
 
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